For my education and helping my parents

Hello my name is yashima gray I’m 17 years old, im very sorry if i caused any inconvenience but this is my story during my early childhood there was no father in my life, it was only my mom until i was 9 years old my father popped up out of nowhere after all the years my mother been trying to reach out to him, the struggles continue because my dad was still not doing anything to support my mom during all this I went through depression and childhood trauma because my mom normally got frustrated and I understand so I don’t hold it against her I still love her with all my heart and will always do. Few years came by so fast and I started high school that’s where everything got worst and started to go down hill my mom tried her best to make me fit in properly and nice but the students still bullied me because I didn’t look rich and nice like them they teased me day in day out and I have to just hold my composure because if I was to say something I know it would make everything worst I just accept it and continue with my studies because I was just waiting on that day I won’t be bothering anyone and can be able to help my mom, however I continued with my studies and I ended up passing majority of my cxc subjects I got 5 2s and 3 3s my mom was soo proud but I failed maths unfortunately I felt so bad in my self for that but yeah I applied for a college in Germany the name is University Of Europe applied science  however when my mom heard the tuition she started to cry and saying she can’t do that so I have to work I started to cry too cause it was very emotional, I agreed though I didn’t want to stress her out but i know it would be a life changing opportunity to go to the college and make the best of it…….thats why im here right now seeking for help for me and my mom, i thank you for your time and enjoy the rest of your day ❤️.